Hey same thing happened to me. I used to watch "LivingBigInATinyHouse" videos and dreamed so much on off grid living. When I was about to marry I stopped watching those videos and completely forgot this this. After the marriage I showed one of these videos to my partner. He really liked it and he did lots of research on this. Then together we made a plan and now we are working on it together. Maybe you should talk with your partner and share your interest on this.