I've faced a lot in my life. Work pressure, of 100f while walking steep roofs, climbing 40ft ladders, facing the scorn of implicit bias from ignorant philosophy professors who haven't worked a day in their life (honestly, if they call being a PHL professor a job, then they are in the wrong profession), I've faced poverty, I've faced one of the most severe mental illnesses there is, I've faced people who are prejudice, Ive withheld opinion of an ex girlfriend that's toyed with my reputation because she never cared enough to read a book to understand what's actually going on, yadda-yadda-yadda, but today--this was one of the worst days of my life. This is the forge I've grown up in, constant struggle, this shall pass. Next problem.