T,
I'm thinking about you outside of session and wishing for comfort from you a lot more than I have in a while. Even though I'm thinking about T who isn't my T a lot too.


T who isn't my T,
I think I might need to pull back from you. But I don't know if that's me being rational and knowing myself too well or whether that's me denying myself being cared about, telling myself it's bad and wrong and forbidden because I want it.