An incident happened yesterday. At first I thought it was the other person's fault, but then after a while I realised it was me doing the same thing as that incident when I was 17 (ish). Being obsessive about an obsession object (though this time it was actually something related to it and not the object itself). But it was the same, embarrassing myself to the point that I got "told off" and that's what it took to realise what I was doing. I didn't even realise I was being so obsessive, but I was.

I felt ashamed afterwards but I now know I have to stop talking about this too. Just stop talking to other people at all unless there's a reason to, or to answer someone. There is no reason to bring up this subject at all, ever. never ever talk about obsessions. I hope this incident gave me the kick in the face I needed to stop obsessing.

And now I'm going to let this thread finally die.