Hi MickeyCheeky, I think you are so special as everyone here. And all you have told me in the past about keep going, has kept me alive and moving forward. We are all battling this depression in our own ways and is F hard to do, but I say let’s keep at it until there is no more. You know what works for me, is I throw out the TV is mostly crap and I rather read news than watch videos, the internet is good like this wonderful app we can use, but internet also has a lot of crap so is better to read books on your kindle or library. I am not the best advisor but I like to think I am friend to you and all, and I can count on you too. You know my story pretty much no need to repeat. Things never gotten well and I am trying my best to improve. The world can be a cruel place but we should be able to make it for us as pleasant as possible.
I definitely need you don’t do anything dumb.
Love and blessings,
Your Latino friend in Tokio
Eladio