I can relate. I don't socialize at all outside of the immediate family. I've isolated myself to the point where I have to force myself to go to the library to be around people. I socialize mostly online and I don't have any friends. I am about to reach out to an old friend that I haven't talked to in a long while, but I'm afraid of rejection because of my diagnosis. unless I don't reveal it. I hope you can find the time to get out to more functions. best of luck!