There are no real turns to wait in the medical arena. I have trouble feeling I'm not being rude, taking someone else spot. They treat patients based on the severity of their needs. It's hard to see I'm in need and not stable. Today, I feel like it's a waste of time to go to the new clinic. Dh is keeping an eye on me. I told him I'm mad I have no PRN for emergencies. He reminded me how much I hate meds. I don't want to become afraid of my husband 3 wks seem like a long time though. My husband asked how I was and was like **** really when he found out the way I feel. While he doesn't know details he knows the basics. The fact that I want more meds concerns him. He's going to get melitonin to take tonight.