I just want to say thank you to everyone who replied to my OP. I think that I'm going to try therapy again and see if it works this time. I'm also going try to spend more time with friends. I might try to get back into my hobbies, but I don't know how well that might go since I'm at a point in my life were I can't really enjoy things in my life. I'm going to try to look at the positives of being single but it's going to be hard. I'm going to try not to fall into my bad habits, and just allow myself to grieve my last relationship.