I am DEEPLY SORRY for what you've been through, @Bipolarchic14!!!!! You did NOT deserve to be treated this way!! I'm so sorry they didn't give you any explaination or that they didn't even TRY to make you feel better! That's HORRIBLE! .sadhug: Please be kind to yourself! I'd suggest to be REALLY, TRULY careful with your Meds! It may be dangerous for your own health to tamper with them! I understand this experienced must have been TRULY bad but don't let it get to you!! Focus on yourself for now. Please be kind to yourself! As for suing them, that's your choice! i just want you to consider carefully ALL of your options and what you think the priority should be for you at the moment! In any case, if you DO decide to go along with it, definitely get an experienced lawyer! We're here for you if that helps! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME! Let me know how things are going for you! I'm sure PLENTY of others will gladly hear you out as well and try to help you as much as they possibly can! I hope you have someone supporting you in Real Life as well! In any case, Please remember that we ALL DO CARE HERE! Remember to take GREAT care of yourself!! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @Bipolarchic14, and ALL Of Your Loved Ones!!!!!