
Aug 19, 2019, 07:33 AM
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Ug, well, I didn't think the attempt to manipulate and gaslight had affected me all that much, other than being a bit surprising and astonishing. I had been able to keep my boundaries and not respond; however, I still cannot control my brain. Was triggered into some pretty disturbing PTSD/flashback nightmares last night, and that's the only thing really that would have triggered them. It's okay, I'm okay. Trying to shake it off. It was a scary nightmare based on a previously disturbing and scary experience but it's in the past, and I am not in danger now. Especially not from this person, whose only weapon is a keyboard and some foul language.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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