Trigger Warning -

I've been on the threshold many times. I would stare at my medication bottle and think:
"Should I take a few more than what's prescribed here?" I can relate to quieting the mind of so many intrusive and instigating thoughts. I have actually doubled up on some meds but never benzos because I'm scared I might do permanent damage to myself that can never be reversed. I agree with fern46, you may want to be careful how much you want to put into your body. wwe are very sensitive to the chemicals and in taking more than what is prescribed can be a slippery slope. just be very careful seeking relief. perhaps learning coping skills to deal with it all all, like fern46 suggested. def ask your PDoc!