I hope my doctor will just leave everything as it is when I see him on Wednesday. If I tell him my anxiety is bad he will just try to put me on some mood stabilizer. I have already had to refuse several things he’s tried to put me on including Abilfy and Zoloft. I absolutely will not take weight gaining meds. I took a Xanax this afternoon and it didn’t do much. So I’m kind of in a catch 22. Hopefully I can just talk out my anxiety with my therapist.