I understand the loneliness. I don't really have friends I can hang out with. I have no idea why, other than my mental health leaves me quite off the norm.
Here's what's up though. I have zero idea what you look like, nor you I, but I can and will hang out with you online. As friends. I have no interest in starting a romantic relationship and have some decent moments of positivity. Most of my good, nee great, friendships have been with women, but that's only because I find overall they can talk about anything, and guys have that machismo in the way of being meaningful. Message me anytime.