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Aug 19, 2019, 10:13 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by pricehaylein
I was just diagnosed with schizophrenia. But I get these episodes where my mind is filled with thoughts that i know arent my own. Its a female voice, it sounds like mine, but those thoughts are negative and things i would never think of. And after the episode i dont remember what I was thinking. My family says I start acting aggressively and seem frustrated. But then I kind of wake up and I'm back to myself. But I feel like I was just invaded. Is this schizo or dissociation?
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The experience you've described is interesting. I have bipolar disorder, but I have had what I think is severe derealization since I was a child. Many, many years ago a psychologist suggested that I have DID. I have no doubt that, to some degree, I do. I hear voices, sometimes crowds od people, in my mind. I have told my pdoc and agreed with her that it's mania. But no medication ever changes it, nothing ever has changed it.
Deep inside I don't believe that those voices are mania, at all.
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