I've just been informed I need heart surgery or I'll die. Although this may be a painful death and I guess theres a tiny chance hell exists, I can't see the point. I have had depression since 8 which has worsened with age, I have been trying to kill myself since I was 13, the most serious 2 attempts being in the last year. I'm now 38, have no family or friends or job. I exist on very little money and rarely go out. It just sounds a weird idea to prolong the life of someone that doesn't want to live. Was wondering if anyone else is in the same situation?