Oh, kitty. no wonder you are struggling. I think you need to tell your pdoc about your visual hallucinations. People - me, anyway! - like you because of your good heart and you are incredibly hardworking. You just EXUDE admirability, if thats a word. And your love of Disneyland is just so SWEET. I feel like i can accompany you on every visit. We used to BEG my parents to take us just ONCE a summer to the local amusement park. Your kitties do NOT want that black dog hanging around!