I am in the midst of a huge existential crisis and I do not know what to do besides all I can come up with is go inpatient.

I have been going through this for this year but the most extremes within the past 3 months..

I wrecked my car 2 times last month and totaled it which has been the Domino to lead to my inevitable mental breakdown as I am stuck in this ducked up hell hole at my dads with no friends, no ride, no emotional or physical support, no way out that I can conceive of besides going to the hospital.

The only reason I haven't done that yet because there is absolutely NO point in my hospitalization IF I have to return to this mfers house when I am discharged

I need to know if there is anything they can do about helping me have a place to sleep after and if they can help me with a job.

One or the other if not both cause if I can just get a job I'll be fine homeless

I can't handle his asshole bullsh* anymore!