I'm having bad cabin fever. It's a form of claustrophobia.
I need to go somewhere. That's why I was having panic attacks in the smaller place I used to live in. It's the reason as to why I would walk downtown to the gas station to get a bottle of coke every day.
It was the reason I liked to smoke so I could go outside. I'm always inside.
I go for hikes and mountain biking and stuff. I guess I should do more mountain biking (I'll go in the morning).
Tomorrow I'm going to drop off my work stubs to my disability place, maybe go to the coffee connections place and then see about getting a part time job.
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