You are not "terrible" - and this world is better with you in it.

I see ppl here respond to you often - is it people in your offline life you speak of who ignore or judge you? Are you sure it "always" happens- or is it more like "most of the time" or "sometimes". I only ask that bc I know for me when bad things seem to happen a lot, I tend to forget the times that the opposite happened - or it does not seem "significant" in comparison to the "bad times". When I am able to see more c clearly and remember the other times as well, it softens the overall feeling of "being down on myself" or of being angry at others.