Hi FuzzyBear, I would love the world in Japan to accept me the way I am, and although they do and I am grateful for it, I know they will never fully accept me, being South American and all, but the interesting part in my life was when I went back for a year to stay with my dad as he was enduring treatment for stage four of cancer, I could see people look at me with disdain and not be friendly just because the way I look (mixed father white and mother brown) and by being different I was assumed a socialist, people will treat me as they would someone they hit their mother hahaha. I just needed to clear my mind make jokes like we Latinos do and enjoy a coffee with friends. I like to believe I accept everyone just as they are and if not I Try to also follow the right path. I can also have my own prejudices and if I do I try to fix them. But my depression and anxiety disorders makes it all difficult. I guess Fuzzy all we can do is accept others who don’t accept us as they are and accept ourselves they we are. I tired of fighting and I need to live long for when I can see my kids I can still show them a dad.
Fuzzy always here as much as I can.
This is our virtual Tribe. I like to imagine you guys how you are physically and we are all around a camp fire at the beach and eating good BBQ and listening to nice musics and I can tell you my jokes.
I wish who knows may be some day
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