I'm struggling with the idea that my depression is never going to go away.. I've been on medication (Prozac) for over a year now, which has helped with my depression alot. It also causes me to have pretty bad anxiety.
I decided since I felt I was in a pretty good place that I would stop taking all of my medication - i'm tired of always taking it, and so sick of feeling medicated and numb all of the time.
The week following was great; I've been feeling so good and like myself again - I thought my depression was gone. However, i'm just feeling so depressed again.
I just want to know if it's ever going to stop; or are the only options be depressed or be medicated forever? Don't even remember what normal feels like anymore.