You're trying and fighting, @Gasplessy, and that's ALL we humans can do, really! Please be proud of yourself for what you've been able to accomplish so far and for the fights you've won! Yes, it is hard to keep going in this crazy world, but we have to keep trying! You're doing it quite wonderfully in my opinion! I am in my twenties as well and struggling so I understand what you mean. Please NEVER give up HopE! Yes, staying calm is the right thing to do in my opinion. Alsp try not to compare yourself with other people - they may have a better Life on the surface but we can't know for sure what is going on inside their heads. Keep fighting and keep writing here if it helps. Feel free to PM me ANYTIME for Advice and Support. I'm sure plenty of others will gladly listen to you and support you! THAT'S A PROMISE! You're stronger than you think. YOU KNOW THAT'S ABSOLUTELY TRUE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to You, @Gasplessy, your Family, your Friends and ALL Of Your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF!