I think he has an idea , he said after I came out of the bedroom after my call with my T and I was getting over crying he said “ are you really that bad” I said yes...

I feel like I’m holding him back even tho he is plagued with health problems also.

I just can’t help how trips longer than 10 days away effect my stability and just whatever the hell is wrong with me over all, I just feel so ill all the time.

I just need tomorrow to go very fast.

Just walking the dogs out to do there business totally wears me out to extreme ! It’s just stupid !!

How are you feeling Bizi ?