I have so much stress. I took a lorazepam and an alprazolam cuz I took too much caffeine today. I put 50mg CBD in a capsule and swallowed it.

I'm gonna wake up tomorrow at 8am.

Brought 3 years worth of pay stubs to my disability worker. I'm supposed to report my work income every month. I haven't even paid my taxes yet so I'll probably get audited or something.

I didn't want to get out of bed this morning cuz I know the day is just boring. I don't want to do anything. My mind is too numb. I wish I was in the perfect state of mind but I'm not. I don't know what to do.

Maybe I'm getting depressed again. I don't see the worth in anything. Everything is so slow.