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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
Just checking in with you, Blue. My day had gotten very busy. You have been on my mind, however. i hope you have had a reasonably good day. I also hope you have a decent night.
Does that guy act up every night, or more so on weekends? Anytime would be to much!
Is there a way to totally block him out?
It's not a good environment for you. 
Innerzone is right on. The Entity, and more, surface when you drop your anti-psychotic med. I am sorry you suffer in this way.
I am concerned about you.. and am here for you..  |
He acts up randomly. It’s not everyday. At least once a week for sure, though.
It’s kind of hard to block him out when your windows are
literally vibrating from his loud TV. I’m sure he irritates others as well because you can hear him from outside, especially when he hosts those drunk parties outside. (He lives on the first floor and his porch is connected to the parking lot, where they all drink.) But because he’s terrifying, I don’t think anyone wants to say anything. I wish I could help the poor lady since it really sounds like she’s being abused.
I try to listen to music or YouTube, although sometimes I can still hear him through that.
I don’t live in the ghetto or a crime-ridden neighborhood. In fact, this area is one of the more “desirable” areas to live, but it just goes to show that abuse can happen anywhere.
Anyway, I’ll talk to my therapist tomorrow about my concerns regarding long-term antipsychotic use.
I’m still anxious today about the supernatural force, and that someone is watching me through cameras. Part of me says that no way this isn’t true. But then another part of me physically feels the energy emanating from the supernatural force. I mean, if it wasn’t real, why would I feel it?