I'm listening. I'm so sorry for what you've been through I'm REALLY HAPPY to hear that you're elaving him as soon as you can. You deserve better. You deserve a good Life. Please be kind to yourself. You did nothing wrong, you don't deserve to suffer. Just try to focus on yourself for now. Stay strong. You will get out of this situation sooner or later. Don't let him win. There is a good Life ahead of you... you need to get rid of him first though. Please do keep fighting. Keep writing as well if it's helping you out at least a bit. I am DEEPLY, TRULY SORRY for what you have to deal with. Keep being the awesome warrior that you are. Things CAN and WILL get better. I am SURE of that. I'm so sorry for what you're going through, @2daffodils. Sending many safe, warm hugs to you and ALL of your Loved Ones!