I can DEEPLY relate, @LittleEarthquakes. I'm the same way! It's hard to live when we're depressed... I think you're REALLY strong although you may not see it at the moment. I'd suggest to take things slowly. One day at the time, one hour at the time. As slowly as it's necessary. I'm sure you've got this. Just remember to treat yourself with kindness because you absolutely deserve it. Please be kind to yourself and do what you can, one step at the time. You're stronger than you believe! We can do this. I'm sure you can. Styart by somethign simple, like doing your dishes for example. Anything that can help. You can do this... it just takes a little effort, that's all. But it DOES get easier! You're stronger than you think! Please ALWAYS remember that! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you're in need of Advice and Support. i'm sure plenty of others will gladly help as well! I'M SURE OF THAT! Remember that you are very much LOVED here! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @LittleEarthquakes, your Baby, your Family, your Friends, your Husband and ALL Of Your Loved Ones! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF!