Hello everybody.

I have been taking medication for my schizoid-paranoid symptoms for about two years till now .

But now it seems like some psychological issue is surfacing .

This is the three main things i am experiencing with respect to my own observations .

1) feeling the sting of a bad memory_ (this one occured when my psychosis started to developp)_ and worrying about not forgeting about it , and also worriying about the fact that it can add up to something else like my psychosis which will make the situation worse sooner or later .

2) intrusive toughts in the form of false memories which are uncontrollable and i end up going in believing them much more further by entering in a longue inner dialogue.

3) the fear of being stuck in a vicious cycle and not being able to break it or get loose from it.