I don't need to meet to know I love him and I want to be with him forever sweety! We have that chemistry that I know me and him are meant to be and as weird as it might sound I think we are soul mates that just happen to live in two totally different states. In fact, I don't know if I mentioned this but he's told me multiple times before that he wants to be with me forever and he thinks he wants to marry me but he'll know for sure when we meet for the first time as he doesn't know for sure if he loves me and he's told me he'd have to meet me in person to know for sure. But he thinks he probably will love me like I love him. But, that will be changing soon as I'm planning on moving to Texas to live in a homeless shelter (cuz I'm already homeless and I don't have family in Texas) in October to be closer to him. And he's ok with the idea, but mind you this is only happening if he doesn't get a job offer in the career he wants and a stable place to stay. But if he doesn't get a job offer by October (after he goes to interviews) I am for sure moving to Texas to be closer to each other, because I can't deal with this distance stuff it's too depressing and hurtful. Especially living in a homeless shelter with about 1,000 people there's a lot of couples there and I can't see my boyfriend at the moment cuz it's making me extremely jealous and depressed.

That's why I'm moving to Texas to be closer to him cuz I can't handle the distance anymore. But, that's only if he doesn't get a job offer in the career he wants. He actually will be looking to get an apartment that does month to month that way we can leave if we have to without breaking the lease and possibly ruining his credit score. Anyways, so that's what we plan on doing. He told me the other day that he was going to miss me and think about me "non-stop" as he said when we couldn't talk cuz he was really busy that day.