I told my therapist about my concern of being watched by other people, not trusting what people are going to do to me. I also told her about how I can sense a supernatural presence around me, and that I feel its dark energy flowing through my veins. I asked her for advice on how to handle the anxiety.

She says I am psychotic and experiencing "severe paranoia." She said that increasing my Zoloft or re-adding klonopin to my cocktail will treat some of the anxiety that stems from the paranoia, but that antipsychotics are needed to treat the paranoia itself and that the anxiety won't go away until the paranoia goes away.

She mentioned the word "hospital" as well. F_CK NO. She implied that I am headed down a path that may end up with me in the hospital.

She wants me to take an antipsychotic and says not to focus so much on the long-term effects because in the short-term, I am not functioning well and the short-term "is just as important." She also basically said (like, she didn't LITERALLY say this to me, but this is the general idea) that I'm wrecking my life right now and that I should focus on piecing together the present.