I'm just going to give up and take the f***ing rexulti since they're going to force me into the f***ing hospital if I don't.

WC: she wanted me to set up an appt with my pdoc (I forgot to mention that), but f*** that s***. I am NOT f***ing talking to him. The only thing he did was try to convince me that I'm going to be come mentally retarded if I don't take it, and quite honestly, I don't buy that f***ing argument. I think it's a load of b*llsh*t.

Oh, and I'm supposed to meet with my therapist again next Friday, at her request.

I came close to having a panic attack in the waiting room because the dark energy was consuming me, and any one of the "patients" there could have been hostile. I trust NO ONE in there. They are all the same... they are untrustworthy.