I'm SO SORRY for what you're going through, @writbre!! Yes, I've heard that the Mental Health System in the U.K. can be pretty terrible. I am DEEPLY SORRY! I wish I could do something to help you... please keep writing here if that is of some comfort to you. I hope you'll be able to find someone who will be able to help you FOR REAL... In the meantime, please keep sharing your thoughts and vetn as much as you want! I am SURE you'll LOVE this WONDERFUL Forum! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you're in need of Advice and Support! I'm sure PLENTY of others will gladly help you out as well! Please DO keep fighting! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @writbre, Your Family, Your Friends and ALL Of Your Loved Ones!!