oh boy. geez. I take Geodon twice a day. 60 am and 80 pm. that's quite a lot I suppose. I'm not looking forward to any of those withdrawal symptoms if my PDoc decides to change my AP down the line. and to think I did start at 20 mg in the very beginning years ago, but, my moods and mania started to spiral out of control. I hope you'll be ok. you'll get thru it. stay strong. keep us posted, too. sorry I wasn't much help...