Do your T's not trust you to stay safe, is that what you mean? My H doesn't. I currently don't have a T (getting one on the 11th) and pdoc has no idea whats been going on. I fear if I'm honest with pdoc she wont trust me either BUT I was honest with intake T and she trusted me enough to let me go home. So my fear that they'll hospitalize me is unfounded. I keep trying to remind myself that if I was that bad intake would have kept me. That it's just my anxiety/paranoia.