I can understand.But do not know what it is that you went through.It seems you already expect that he might deny it.May be you can talk here ,tell more and let it get out of your mind.You may feel less burdened by it.I know people around us do not want to hear.I am still angry at my father.He preferred to turn a blind eye towards the horrific abuse I was going through by my mom.I really tears us apart when people deny facts.Specially when abuse is involved.You can pm me if you like.Just sharing sometimes lessens the agony.Much love to you.