Good or bad, I think it more of a personal concept, as everyone is different. I, on the other hand, am right there with ya. I remain isolated and alone 99.99999999% of the time myself. I do have a job in which I go to every day/ Yet even then, you'll usually find me isolating in the back of the building, hidden away from everyone. I crave so badly to be more outgoing where I can meet/ make more friends, yet my illness (and disorders) pretty much have me locked behind closed door most of the time. Usually I tell ppl, who want to know (which is very few) I spend a ungodly amount of time remaining secluded/ isolated within' the confines of my four walls. Very few online friends, don't go anywhere, do anything, cept drown within' this abyss. Sorry, however, that I don't have any answers for you here. Just thought I'd let you know, you're not alone brother. Stay strong.