I had to pay the tax attorney close to a grand for him to get me out of the mess with year after year of digging myself out of this hole, but the one thing he didn't fix was taking the 2016 levy off my wages (garnishing wages). It looks like I have to give them an extra $400 a week of my paychecks. sigh... maybe 2-3 weeks and it will be done. And i have to pay the IRS $100 a month which is really cool. I just have this bad feeling he cooked the books and I'll get an IRS audit AGAIN, which cast me $20k the first time. But would the IRS really do that to a paranoid schizoaffective guy when they have an official diagnosis in their hands? Time will tell.

I worked on book 2 for awhile. The story, not the philosophy. Also I wrote a few messages to women on okcupid. I feel like such an... alien or weirdo when I look at their profiles. I searched key words like "philosophy" "Writer" "Poet" "Education" "Romanticism" (I know, I stretched it with that one), and next to no matches. And all these women use "happy" 13 times in their profile, say their hobby is traveling lol, I don't really see them chasing a passion as their side hustle. Everytime I mention im painter and drywaller I get radio silence. I use to be insecure about it but whatever, my friend said I should just use the term "Skilled Tradesman"

This reminds me of a skit C. S. Louis did where he said dating after a long term relationship was like getting out of prison: The cars are moving fast, im dressing funny, the first date is terrible, and I just want to go home and
lol oh life. Will I ever find love again?

Is there some dating app that is better, really better than OK Cupid? I use have a line of women when I was on okcupid 5 years ago. I think I'm too series, and because I have this dad bod going haha. But I'm way more confident, and found my mission in life.