Did they ever tell you if they diagnosed you with any personality disorders? For example I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and also antisocial personality disorder. I never knew about personality disorders before 2013 (I was in the psych ward with acute benzo withdrawal). The clinician mentioned I had both of them but didn't tell me who had diagnosed them. I have stopped being angry about it because now it's just important to accept and love myself and the rest of the world can go to hell. See? There's a little bit of my personality disorders peeking through.

I'm not cold really, but I have a very dark "shadow" (as per Carl Jung) which is involved with my rage.
But none of that really has much to do with my diagnosis of schizophrenia.