I’m sorry... that has to hurt I’ve found that often others with depression/anxiety (and some other mh challenges) are more understanding. I hope you don’t give up on people completely, there are some compassionate and supportive people around

Maybe this friend doesn’t understand depression. A few times I’ve trusted someone and been hurt. When dealing with depression this is very painful

Anniversaries of negative events can really suck. Be gentle with self.

Keep posting, there are many kind and compassionate people here who are understanding