I’ve had 1 T that I have trusted. All others I fear will hospitalize me or I will scare them and they won’t be able to help me. This fear gets in the way of my treatment. I won’t speak up for fear of med change or hospitalization so I wont say the side effects of meds or anything. I won’t say my issues in detail to get help. I “wait my turn” even when things are bad. I naturally downplay and I’m often quiet. I meet a therapist in 3 weeks that’s willing to meet me weekly. How do I make this work?