I think I was resisting some or avoiding the big stuff. We talked about my old friend who died after I broke up with him the summer after my senior year. He was killed my a drunk driver. We did some EMDR, but I think I was resisting. He kept looking at me so intently, I asked him about it, he said he was trying to decided on how best to proceed. I just wasn't all into it like normal.

I am seeing my doc about my Prozac not working as well. I told him I am tired of trying to will it away. And he said yeah, sometimes you get tired of trying and you need a little help with some meds.

My husband just got a 20% decrease in pay now, after 25 yrs. with the company that was just bought out. We aren't in danger or anything

My poem did get accepted in the newspaper, my first publication, I should be happy and I am , but maybe i am not feeling it so much right now.