thankyou so much for replying everyone I am in therapy,a good therapist, but does anyone else feel they may be taking so long to feel even a little better? I know the trauma I suffered affected my personality and I tend to live only half a life ...... therapy has been around 7 months now,some daysI still feel like I just want to give up..... not good I know. I feel very paranoid about putting down stuff about me as I've always been doubted by family. I'm scared this will happen again, even though my abuser is on the run from the police and others have issued statements against him.

Maybe I just came here to release some of it .... but I don't want to waste anyones time or be so depressing. sorry

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