Meds;
Atenolol 50mg 2x a day
Vyvanse 50mg in the morning
Seroquel 50mg at night

Nootropics;
Nicotine spray
Caffeine
CBD

These are all the things I will take for two weeks because I've been out of control with the depressants. I will meditate, go to bed on time, wake up on time and try to be stable and think about the horrors that I have been putting myself through.