
Aug 25, 2019, 09:17 PM
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The note I'm giving Pdoc when I see her. Hopefully tomorrow. I tried to keep my option out of it and just list what has been going on. Hopefully she can help.
Possible trigger:
Still- loud head, anxiety/ feel like I can’t breath, feel like someone is watching me. Sensation of bugs on me.
8/24 Realized I’m pulling at my hair for the pain and “snapping” sound.
8/22- asked for the mini screwdrivers to be put up because I was thinking of hurting myself with them. Wanted meds to quiet head. Went to XXXXXX eval for therapy thought they would hospitalize me. Head loud, anxious, felt like someone was behind me. Made a safety plan. Dx. me as schizo affective
8/21- Home alone, felt like a burden/semi suicidal (had no access to anything) Scared, thought someone would break in and hurt me, Felt like someone was behind me. Became so scared that I cried and went to bed. Too scared to use the bathroom. Head loud, tired, not sleeping well
8/20- home alone, Scared, thought someone would break in and hurt me, Felt like someone was behind me.
8/17- Asked for the razors to be put up as I wanted to cut my tattoo out of my wrist (thought this multiple days before asking for them to be put up).
Beginning of Aug: Almost stopped medication because I didn’t feel it was helping.
July-Aug Not sleeping well, anxious, head loud, Fear of hospitalization.
7/7- feel confused, stressed, and anxious, hearing things. Wanting to hurt myself. I feel nothing and guilt at the same time. Not talking, not sleeping well.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
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Last edited by Victoria'smom; Aug 25, 2019 at 10:01 PM.
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