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Originally Posted by Findingreason
Anyone have any input? I don’t want to leave my room, every time I talk I feel like I’m adding to their conspiracy against me. It’s real. They’re out for me and spying on me. I shouldn’t trust a single soul.
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You can trust Tweaky (He just wants meth).
Finland is like Canada. Safe place to be and everyone is just trying to look out for you. Soon you'll be on the right meds and feel much better.
The thing with psychosis is I don't even notice when I'm sick or if the meds start working. But you'll start to trust them again eventually.
Psychosis is a horrible thing. Wouldn't you just prefer if it was hypomania? Thatd be great! But you probably don't even sense pleasure or humor. People in the psych ward I've noticed seem to glorify "craziness" which just makes it scary as **** to be the person listening to them. I don't know why they do that..
The chemical soup in your brain is signaling "PSYCHOSIS" like a drug induced psychosis. Change the chemicals, and you'll be better. Sometimes psychosis can be caused by environmental factors and it's either, it will get better, or the environmental factors cause chemical imbalance and the psychosis just stays that way.
But no one is trying to harm you. Theres no conspiracy. It seems like there is. I think things like my mom is a spy which is quite heartbreaking but I'm glad that I'm out of that state and trust me, when you're out of that state, you'll think "Why was I even thinking those things??".