Women . . . have you ever experienced female ejaculation? If so, what were your feelings about it?

Men . . . have you ever witnessed female partner ejaculate? If so, what were your feelings?

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Hey this is a little embarrassing for me.

The reason I ask these questions is I have experienced this, and initially it was quite disturbing for me. However, now I am beginning to accept this as a natural phenomena.

I was sexually abused as a child and have serious issues with experiencing any sexual pleasure in general. The potential of me ejaculating during sex makes me even more uncomfy, to the point of sexual frigidity.

I wonder if other women also fear orgasm because of ejaculation fluid?