((((((((((((((( Candybear)))))))))))))))) I am so sorry . I know your hurting right now. But I want you to remember something. That your a fighter. Just look at all you been thru in your life.. and your still here.. still pluggin away... your a survivor.. Its in your heart,, its in your mind. You know deep inside that your worth more than what they said you were. You know your a good worker, a talented writer, a warm caring person, and a good friend to many here. You can survive this too. You dont have a thing to prove to anyone but yourself. We all know here that you can do this.. that you can fight your way up and out of this hole. I believe in you!!! Dont let them tell you that you dont have it in ya. Dont fall for that crap. You can stand tall and show them your not gonna let them get you down. You've always given it your all. And thats all a person can do.

I hope this shows you what we see in you. So you can start to believe it yourself.

Love you
Hugz
Bethy