Thank you SO MUCH guys! I am sorry if only now I'm noticing this thread, but I want to make clear that it IS very much appreciated! You are right that I've never asked for Support here. That's not because I do not like your guys - quite the opposite! But I've never been officially diagnosed with Bipolar so I don't think it'd be fair to ask for help here. Even though I DO suffer from some symptoms and even though I do see a Pdoc and take Meds to help my Mood, I don't think it'd be fair to self-diagnose myself like that. There are other people who need help much more than I do. Still, I try to support when I can! I hope this doesn't disappoint anyone here, I should've made this clear from the start I apologize for that! But I like ALL of you here and I hope you'll still accept me if you wish to do so. In any case, I admire you all for your strength and I have much to learn from ALL of you! Please keep fighting, my friends. Things WILL get better, I am sure of that! Sending hugs to ALL of you! YOU ALL ROCK SO MUCH!