I had a little psychosis last night. It was more like a serotonin psychosis where I'm imagining my reality and my consciousness doesn't originate in my brain.. like you arent really real and my psychiatrist is monitoring me to make sure I don't know the truth because I was thinking about how little we know about the brain.. like neurosurgeons just mess with blood vessels in the brain and take out tumors.. neurologists don't even know anything and psychiatrists are like magical western shamans and the spirit world is more valid.. I dont believe that science and spirituality should be combined because it doesnt make sense together..

Weird stuff I think about as a young adult.. I'm like a scientist.. when I'm older I cant imagine what I'll know.. and what society will know.. simulation theory being taught in schools because a quark is so small and how do we measure units of time? They're the biggest mysteries in physics.. like schrogers cat or something and deja vu being unexplainable.. crazy stuff..

Try not to think too much I say to myself..