Oh ok, well I am fairly sure I'll be fine. We have chemistry (even online) at least that's what my boyfriend says. He told me if he finds he loves me he wants to be with me forever and if that's the case he wants to marry me. My case manager at the homeless shelter I'm staying in is helping me get info on shelters I can go to, help me figure out how to get my insurance to be set up in Texas so I can still get mental health services in Texas instead of here where I live in Arizona. She is being really supportive which is shocking since I've never met my boyfriend as I believe I've said on here in at least one reply on here. She even told me not to worry about the flight as it's not scary and I'll be fine because planes are safer then cars everyone says and I've never been on a plane. She also said, that it doesn't work out when October comes she said she can work on getting an extension to stay at the shelter longer so I can get housing if that scenario happens.